Sunday, July 5, 2009

Karangan hamba ketika tengah frust sedikit masa lalu...

Hahaha....hamba ketawa.
Sekadar tatapan untuk semua.


You may not like these note..
but i send these to you to let u know how suffer this part i have to walk..
Sometimes I think of you and wonder where you are and if you think of me on lonely nights or dream about me when there's nothing left to dream...
I don't expect you to miss me
and I know the phone will never ring with your voice hanging on the other line
but I have to know if I'm in your thoughts
or if you forgot about me like you promised you never would...
I can't bear the thought of what we shared..
being nothing than a footnote in a forgotten chapter of your life..
and even though I will think of you during the loneliest hours of the night...
Part of me is still hoping that you're thinking of me....
I try to remember every word we said...
and try to understand the price I'm paying as I speed into the darkness of uncertainty....
leaving pieces of myself behind..
pieces that are mere tokens demanded by a world,
where everything has a price and even teardrops aren't free...
It's only now that you haunt me on quiet, lonely nights..
when the wind carries your name into my ears and leaving me adrift in a sea of sad..
I can't face who I am..
much less what I've become...
Just a wounded soul living in an broken heart walking these empty halls,
hoping to catch a glimpse..

3 comments:

  1. Owoh sedih eh?. Ce mu teke aku sape?

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  2. ce mu teka gok aku sape...jahak ngak mati yie..suruh jang teka kita sapa orkk...

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